When I first got pregnant, I was a little lost. Really. Maybe because I am one of those people who likes to be in control and hates surprises. I like to know way in advance how I should feel, what I should expect, when, why etc.
If my legs feel tired, I want to know why, [...]
Before I became a mum, I had this expectation of myself to being the perfect mother – loving, caring, someone who is forever patient with the kids, someone who has all the answers, who can cook, juggle the schedules, etc.
When my older boy came along, things went into a chaotic phase. All my ideals were thrown out of the [...]


